went town today to look for van
and waited for her to finish work
before harry and fer joined us.
chilled around and fer did some shopping.
it was bored though, tired and moody
probably cuz i was feeling upset
anyways the rest went plush and i took
train home.


chatted with my buddy; alvin this afternoon on msn.
counting down the days to his enlistment
DAMN I MISS HIM..!!
havent met him up for so long.
then suddenly remembering those secondary sch days
whereby we were almost inseparable.
still remembered we would always pon tang sch
and slack around at east point or tm.
even when there were nothing for us to do,
we would just hang around chit-chatting,
looking at babes, HAHA.
would always tell him everything and he would always tell mi his.
he is the one that understood me
and i would never find another one like him.
thanks for all the pleasant memories buddy (:
and good luck for ur enlistment.
shall meet u up soon i hope.


dwelling on the past and now i shall look at the present
and moving forward to the future.


jealousy just kept boiling my heart
and i have to control it
cuz there is nothing i can do
guess loving someone so much
is a learning experience as well