its 5am now and i cant seem to fall asleep...
i wonder whats bothering me.
perhaps so many things happened in such a short time
and i cant keep up? or izzit something else?
i hope im making the right choice
cuz when feelings come it cant really be helped.
i know myself very well, and i hope to be the one.
but just sometimes the reaction and little signs
i get don seem to be a positive one.
i know it takes time
im willing to use that time to get close
and i hope u do too....

i feel like such a jerk
i just dunno how to appreciate what i have
around me.
people that i love and cherish...
they always seems to disappear,
slowly, one by one.
i cant keep count on how many thats left.
its so hurting to see someone thats been
close to u for years just walk away...
i don wan it to happen again.....