last night stayed over at daniel's house
been so long since we hang out and it was fun (=
he came to find mi at bugis and waited for mi finish work
BROS FOR LIFE!!
van came after her work too but the condition
was i have to send her home.
LOL
of cuz i did lah.
after that went to daniel's house straight.
had supper and chilled around.
that place is memorable.


then at night when we were about to sleep,
daniel couldnt find his contact lens cover for mi.
i asked him to at least find a container for mi
and he gave mi a freakin small disposable bowl (those that u put chilli on it)
WTH! WHERE GOT PPLE USE THAT TO PUT CONTACT LENS?! worst of all, he used a sheet of paper to cover it.....! *PENG*
as expected my contact lens got stuck and distorted - -
LOL
my dear daniel is such a funny chap.
love him though (=
thanks bro for listening to mi.

well today after i just woke up,
DM and kenny called mi to meet up
as they say my sister(jasmine) called them up to sing K
zzzzz.
so i went down to meet DM up first.
had heart-to-heart talks with him
just chill aight dude
everything will turn out fine
just dont regret what u decide (=

waited for the rest to come
so many pple lor
think add up about 10+ of us.
went party world awhile then chilled outside.
not really in the mood to sing anyways.

slacked outside PW awhile then cabbed home with robin
tomorrow still have to meet up shawn, daniel and the rest.
zzzz TIRED DE LOR.............

anyways here are some older pics i took with van
the day we went to AMK hub. (=

i wont post about what happen today
cuz at the end of the day,
everything turned out bad

im sorry )=
tsk
im sick with myself for always doing the wrong things.

i jumped up from my bed,
with tears flowing down
cuz of a terrible nightmare
about you )=

FIRST DAY OF WORK

its the start of my first day of work
well, im back working at bugis street
AGAIN~!
though my job aint that bad,
but my colleagues dont seem
to talk much.
all i know about them are their names
and that they are all Malaysians
no misunderstandings
i dont have anything against malaysians.
they are all very stern looking and strict
in terms of expressions.

around 2 plus joyce came to visit and check up on mi
she bought mi green tea just as i was thirsty
thanks alot (=
co-incidentally,
jeslyn was working just beside my shop
finally i din feel that bored.
felt better with some familiar faces

after work i got my pay and went off to 7-11
waited for joyce and jeslyn as they told mi to do so
also dunno why. LOL
chit-chatted outside 7-11 awhile and we went off.
joyce was blaming me for not going to plush's Halloweens night
sorry, i was too tired to club today.
next time sure got chance ok (=

i really want this job to be stable
at least a few months for mi to save up.
though life is gonna be a little different,
but this is what i wanted; to be able to earn
and live on myself
rather than depending on others.
CHEERS~
THANKS JOYCE FOR THE JOB OFFER (=

PLUSH DAY!!

another friday at plush (=
we will always be down every friday
to support ed-is-on.
well the crowd was not bad today
good for ed-is-on
RIGHT BOSS?! LOL

anyways din dance much today
but i get to dance with my lovely senior
thats good enough for me (=
the music were boring though - -
i really hope they can change the music someday.
maybe thats the reason i din dance ):

for the majority of our guys that din dance
its cuz theres no TRANCE!!
LOL
im cool with both though but at least
play some outstanding music pls.
but the last song played 'beautiful girl'
was fun.
everyone was gathered in a circle
and moving left to right
so nice (=

well i'd better be in bed soon
gotta wake up early for work later
and i dont even know what im working as...!
last min notice from joyce's friend.
YAWNS~!



my love for u knows no boundaries....
it will withstand and overcome the toughest obstacles.....

staying home is boredzzzz
i'll get used to it though (=
stood in front of the com for 12 hrs!
whats there to do when ur at home anyways
body still aching from all the exercise for the pass few days
so decided to rest today.

chat here chat there with some old friends
many of them are doing well
good luck to them and all the best wishes (=

i find that those pics i took for the pass few days were nice.
shall take more with my senior
both of us look so cute.
ok maybe just her lah. LOL
still its nice (=

went town today to look for van
and waited for her to finish work
before harry and fer joined us.
chilled around and fer did some shopping.
it was bored though, tired and moody
probably cuz i was feeling upset
anyways the rest went plush and i took
train home.


chatted with my buddy; alvin this afternoon on msn.
counting down the days to his enlistment
DAMN I MISS HIM..!!
havent met him up for so long.
then suddenly remembering those secondary sch days
whereby we were almost inseparable.
still remembered we would always pon tang sch
and slack around at east point or tm.
even when there were nothing for us to do,
we would just hang around chit-chatting,
looking at babes, HAHA.
would always tell him everything and he would always tell mi his.
he is the one that understood me
and i would never find another one like him.
thanks for all the pleasant memories buddy (:
and good luck for ur enlistment.
shall meet u up soon i hope.


dwelling on the past and now i shall look at the present
and moving forward to the future.


jealousy just kept boiling my heart
and i have to control it
cuz there is nothing i can do
guess loving someone so much
is a learning experience as well

having troubles sleeping
i seriously need to get myself some sleeping pills
its been a few days since i slept well
not that i dont wanna sleep
is i CANT ):

eg. i slept at 5 am ytd.
and woke up at 8 am
watch some animes till 1 pm
then when to take a nap
ended up.................
woke up at 3 pm
zzzzz

thats unusual
well.........
i will just make myself tired till i cant walk then
exercise and exercise (:



though its only one day......
im already missing u so much.....

QUIT SMOKING AND LOSING WEIGHT!

i have officially decided to lose away my unwanted fats!
though many people say i dont look fat
pls, im as fat as can be so i should do something about it.
Hmmm. finally i wanna do something i thought i wouldnt have done;
QUIT SMOKING!!
i have tolerated 1 1/2 days not smoking
lets just hope i can be successful ya ((:

i will be staying home these few days.
firstly is cuz i dont wanna spend any money.
secondly, i need to do some serious thinking about what i want
and how i can change my attitude.

When will i be good enough for you..............?



senior had off for the past 3 days. so accompanied her out together with leon and harry.





stupid faces 1 and 2








harry and i in retro glasses(though its not mine) x:


she says i look good in this pic ((: