now early in the morning i start blogging liao loh. lol. cause my baby now at my house studying so don wanna disturb her so blog abit. :)
ok im now attached to my lovely baby jeannie. shocked right. hurhur. i know its a bit sudden but time will eventually tell everything.
these few days i have been spending some quality time with her and im glad i have been accepted. even though knowing my situations and everything. hope that this would be a stable r/s :)

i haven slept for the whole day can. lol. cause when baby reached home ytd after work, she said that she got the date for her exams schedule wrong, she thought it was on the 24th but when she double checked, it was actually on the 22nd, which is today! then she say cant sleep loh. must study all the way till her exam time. i felt so sorry for her and worried so i told her that i also don wanna sleep, accompany her till she go for her exams. though both of us were really tired by around 6 am but no choice, she gotta study and knowing that she is going through all this, of cuz i cant sleep also. then she called me and said that she wanted to come over to my place to study and later go her school is also nearer, which is SP lah.
i almost fell asleep while waiting for her so quickly gulp up 3 cups of coffee to keep me awake. haha. around 8+ she arrived and seriously speaking, im just so attracted by her eyes. so till now still awake and waiting for time to pass and baby is busy studying and a bit panicking. lol.

ok i gotta go and entertain her a bit. she look so sian liao. so go cheer her up. don worry lah baby. im sure ur able to pull this through. im always here for u my love :). u will always have me by ur side. love u my sweetheart.... ciaoz.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER VIN~!

on thursday i went to bugis to meet up with jeannie for an interview at FOX. too bad the manager wasnt there so i just filled in the application form and was told to go back on monday. after that went to watch movie: "LE GRAND CHEF". the movie is nice. i enjoy watching shows on cuisine, it just turns on my taste buds :)
after the movie found out that edison was in hospital cuz of his infected foot. was so shocked and worried lah. MY BOSS LEH! wa lau. hope u get well soon bro~~
around 11+pm jeanie and i went over to hougang to meet up with sabbie sis to slack. since she say don feel like going out so go over find her. see i so good right. LOL~
halfway through called up vin cuz i miss him...! then found out that it was his birthday and he is having an advance celebration, steamboat at his house with his family and jojo. so went over to his house downstairs to find him. MISS MY DARLING CAN! HAHA. talked till 3+am den jeannie went home. so we went up to vin's house. i was damn hungry so ate the leftovers of the steamboat. wa lau sabbie sis think i pig loh. throw ALL the food and just cook only den ok lah i eat finish. AIZAI ONE! tsktsk. thx vin for the food, sorry that i finished it up. :P around 7am then go home. tired de loh...... but i had fun with them. :) miss hougang alot cuz last time always hang out there with the rest of seductive.
after i reached home slept till 4+ den wake up go prepare to meet vin, jean and angie to go down NUH to visit edison boss. sorry i was late again guys. reached there around 7+ lidat. saw edison on wheelchair loh. but he like monkey lidat. haha. bth him still can do wheelie on the wheelchair somemore. but im glad to see that he is fine. still dunno when he can be discharged. hope soon. went to the kopitiam over there to eat dinner. he got so many escorts loh. lol. go smoke then around 10+ we left and headed to down with harry and vin to meet up with yifan. jojo smsed me on the way and we secretly planned to not let vin know that jojo is coming cuz she baked a cake for him and wanted to give him a surprise. so sweet right!! awwww~~
then went taka there de 7-11 to buy beer to cheers with vin. sorry i don drink ah bro. but still got cheers lah, with milk tea. hahaha. when jojo arrived and gave vin a surprise we sang birthday song for him~ VIN U OLD LIAO LOH. 22 this yr. LOL.
though there wasnt many of us; just me, yifan harry and jojo but i hope u enjoyed yourself. i really did and missed those times when we hang out almost everyday. now most of the guys are either busy with work or GF so these times are hard to come by and i treasured every moment of it. talked with harry about some stuffs and both of us realised the change in ourselves. everyone have to move on with their life and don regret or look back about the past. and harry my brother, have more self confidence in yourself. ur such a nice guy and i believe u will find someone good. cheer up alright~ :)

around 2am went back to hougang with vin jojo and harry. yifan went to MOS. and harry went home. and i planned to stay at vin's house for the night again. jeannie came down to find me and slacked till 5am den she went back home....
thx vin darling for the hospitality really. and sorry for the troubles too. ur a fren and a person i will never ever forget. and thx jeannie darling for accompanying me these few days. love ya~ :)

its 5am now and i cant seem to fall asleep...
i wonder whats bothering me.
perhaps so many things happened in such a short time
and i cant keep up? or izzit something else?
i hope im making the right choice
cuz when feelings come it cant really be helped.
i know myself very well, and i hope to be the one.
but just sometimes the reaction and little signs
i get don seem to be a positive one.
i know it takes time
im willing to use that time to get close
and i hope u do too....

i feel like such a jerk
i just dunno how to appreciate what i have
around me.
people that i love and cherish...
they always seems to disappear,
slowly, one by one.
i cant keep count on how many thats left.
its so hurting to see someone thats been
close to u for years just walk away...
i don wan it to happen again.....

sorry guys im back to blog.
busy and lazy also lah. :X
hmm.. lets start off with last week,
friday went to clementi to meet
up with edison, jean, angie and gorden
then thy had stingray and sotong for dinner
not bad lah the food, but 85 market one still
the BEST! HAHA.
then after that went to west coast CC
cuz edison need to sign some documents.
after that play bowling loh.
so long never play already and i sucked.
hahaha. but had fun lah.

sunday went to sentosa to sun-tan with joyce,
so long never see that girl and miss her can.
actually wanna meet at 10am....
in the end both of us woke up late cuz i slept
at 7am on that day, and that joyce went clubbing lah!
go suntan still can go clubbing.... POWER!
anyways we met up in the afternoon and by the time reached
there was like 2+pm. LOL.
joyce was enjoying her sun-tanning while i just laze around.
cuz i don suntan ah. then waited for her friends to arrive
they came in the evening--5+pm ah. still got sun lah
but so late sia. TSK.
after tanning slacked at KM8,
got trance over there loh. hahaha
shuffle on the sand!!! SHUFFLE IS LOVE LOH! :)
joyce also wanted to learn so teached her some steps lah.
i also not pro ah so cant teach properly. lol.
went home around 10+.

this week on tuesday,
went to town to meet jeannie as she wanted to lend mi her hp
thx alot girl :)
and sorry i was late and made u wait for so long
promised a meal and i will keep it.
after that we went to PS to watch boogeyman 2.
not bad, just very gross loh.
kill pple using sadistic ways.
but the funny thing is that jeannie was so
engrossed and her reactions are damn funny lah.
hahaha. laugh till peng. but it was fun watching movie
with her. next time im here to protect u lah.
don scared. :)
after movie we slacked outside starbucks
chat chat till forget time.
and i missed the last train.......
so went over to sengkang and jeannie
passed mi some money to take cab home.
ok thats 2 meals i owe her. LOL.
sorry girl for causing all these trouble
and thx alot really. :))


ok here are some pics taken when we went bowling that day.












i hope i can be the right one.....

why everytime when im determined to do something there will always be cock ups?
why cant just for once things things can go well for me?!
im sick of it seriously.
i wanted that job so badly, but i don even have transport fee?!
who the hell came up with that deal?!!!
FUCK THIS WORLD!! FUCK MY LIFE!!

went for movies with sabbie sis and JK sis on monday
as JK sis got us free tix for it. :)
watched AVP(ALIENS VS PREDATORS)
hmmmm.. not as nice as i expected though.
i'd still prefer the first part which
was shown years ago.
alot of gruesome scenes and sabbie sis
cant really take it. i love it though
hahaha. sorta sadist i know.
everything was fine but the ending
kinda sucked. think they copy resident evil
LOL. RATE IT 3.5/5.
after movie we were just chilling out at
mac cafe. so many things to talk about.
i love talking to them, we can talk for hrs
non-stop and never even realise time was passing
by so fast. i simply love my sisters!! :))
took some candid shots and crazy photos during
night time. we were having so much fun. haha.
thank you sisters for brightening my day~ :))







im looking up the skies wondering...... o.O


TAO YAN LAHHHHH!! HAHA! :P


tsk tsk!! hello baby. LOL!












































im not scolding or anything... i swear!!


i just love my sisters!! thx sabbie sis and JK sis! love u all many many. :))

went to MOS with ed, jean and angie on saturday.
it was a last min decision though.
saw SEDUCTIVE peeps there too
SHUFFLING IS LOVE!!
i just enjoy shuffling
especially with my cliques. :)

some pics taken while mi and my sister, Sab and JK was hanging out at town few days back
there are still more man. PLENTY more. haha