HAPPY BIRTHDAY 21ST BIRTHDAY ALVIN LEE !!

partied for 2 days straight.

26th- luxury yacht party !!!

27th- zirca for the fhm GND contest and zouk/phuture.

pictures up soon ya. =) fun fun fun !!!

after our last conversation that ended everything,
i teared badly so i went to a park near my house area
to get some fresh air.
i kept wondering why,
was it because of me ?
was i too anxious ?
did i do something wrong to deserve this ?
well, some questions are better left un-answered.
i guess these few days will be a good time to spend alone.
no one is gonna ask me out anyway.
i never felt this since my broke up with cherlyn.
but at least now i have gotten stronger,
i read her blog saying that i don understand how u feel.
well, maybe i don.
u wont even let me in ur heart for me to understand.
now i hope time will heal everything.
or maybe for a miracle to happen.
something like u decided to take up the challenge ? lol.
that would have been nice.
but i don think u will anyway.
ur stuck in ur dark world,
i tried to pull u out.
but u refused.
So long my love....

Everything ends here.
it hurts so much that the pain goes right down my spine.
i could hardly breathe......
but this time, i have to do whats right for us.
well, at least this time no one will think that ur the bad guy.
i am the one that chose to end everything.
i don like it anymore than u did.
but i don think ur really ready for me.
we have too much difference in opinions
and our thinking is too far apart.
the reason why my feelings started to fade u should know.
i am not gonna explain it here.
i changed our fb status is because this time,
i really don wanna turn back.
i have given many chances and time.
but there were no improvements or progress.
u should really think for yourself sometimes.
u gotta let go of the phobia u have in the past.
there were many times i tried to explain to u.
but u just said : "im lidat one"
so in time i cant be bothered anymore.
i only want the best for u.
but u don appreciate.
in my heart, i really wanna scold u
really wanna bang ur head on the wall and ask u to wake up.
but these few weeks i held back.
cause i know u wont listen.
and our conversation everyday just keeps getting lesser and lesser.
u said that talking on the phone is the same as meeting up ?
sorry. i don think its the same.
u cant hug someone on the phone.
u cant show ur sincerity on the phone.
u cant see expressions or feel the emotions on the phone.
its a completely different feeling and yet u said its the same.
that was an answer that i felt very disappointed about.
thats how far apart our opinions are.
i gave u something like a test,
a test to see if u truly wanna save our r/s
i gave u a chance to prove yourself.
and i asked if u wanted to accept the challenge.
at first u did accept.
i was so happy.
cause i know that theres still hope between us
and u are finally willing to do something about it.
but after 5 mins, u told me u hate this feeling and wanna back out.
because u say u know u cant do it.
u havent even tried and yet u gave up.
thats how little ur love is for me.
after only 5 mins u back out ?!?!?!
at least if u try for a few days i still wont feel so disappointed.
everytime when we quarrelled,
u always like to say "i know i can only blame myself"
sometimes admitting fault is not gonna solve any problems.
u see why we ended up like this ?
thats cause u always wanna run away.
u think that after our quarrels the next day we will be fine.
sorry. this is reality. and im a realistic person.
as long as the problem is not solved, we will never be fine.
and so many differences we have in our opinions.
i can only think of one way to settle this.
to end it..................
u may think thats what i want.
but let me tell u. THAT IS THE LAST THING THAT I WANNA DO !!!!!!!
but since u cant change or move on, i don have any other choice.

take care my baby. U will always be my baby...... good bye~

HARRY'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION ~

SHEE SHA AT ARAB STREET~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR HARRY Q ~~!! =D

"WISH THAT I WILL STRIKE TOTO OR 4D"



Vincent(Mr yan dao), Jensen(Mr ugly)

yan dao is drunk, ugly still alive !! muahaha



2 dumb dumb playing dumb. =x

yes im winning !


nick's "lose already" face


hmm...... now to finish him off......

nick stress, smoke so much. haha.


Nana(harry's gf), JOJO L.O.Y(f.girlfriend)





f.boyfriend, f.girlfriend =)

Jensen, harry, nick, pika

come, give me a kiss BABEYYYY !!!


open ur mouth and lets do the tongue twister !!!

Nana, Harry, Nick, Pika, Jojo and me.

Nana say harry's body too stiff. lol


ya this one better. =)


they are actually trying to imitate the drawing behind them. lol.






Ed-is-old, HarryQ

group picture 1

group picture 2


edison blowing........

and sucking hard !!!

i playing psp, don disturb. =x

Esther, jovi, kai

Vincent, Edison (sagi and libra)

Again i wish Harry a very happy birthday !!

Good luck in whatever u do !! =)

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The same things just repeat over and over again.

after 2 months, we are still at square one.

we din go anywhere further.

this one week plus, he din contact or meet u.

SO ?!

things are still the same.

he din contact u only means that ur missing him more.

doesnt mean that my chances go up.

so when he suddenly says he wants u back

and break up with that girl,

u were so shaken and confused ?

selfish is the only word i can use.

anyway im already mentally prepared.

let me know when u found ur answer.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

We will just remain as what we are now.

If things don work out, its alright.

I wont force it anymore.

If we are meant to be together,

than we will be.

If not,

no point trying to get something that doesnt belong to me.

Slowly, step by step, day by day.

There are more things in life to look forward to.

no need anymore assurence.

I rather live my life with happiness.

Lets hope that destiny can bring us together. =)

Its 8am now,

and i cant seem to fall asleep.

maybe because i am losing someone so special,

someone whom i can finally love so much in my heart.

I know sometimes my temper gets the better of me.

but why i am always so flared up is because i care.

I don want both of us to have any regrets.

I want whats best for us in the future.

But i guess u really dunno what my intentions are.

all along u think that im nagging at u,

and shut off everything i say.

If its really so hard for u,

i wont force u anymore.

I hate telling people to do things unwillingly.

U still love him, continue loving him.

perhaps he truly is the one for u and im not.

its not that i don wanna wait,

its because i have seen nothing from u so far.

i cant tell if u really are in love with me ?

i cant tell if u really can commit yourself ?

u say that i don trust u,

so far what have u really done to make me do that ?

so far its all just words but no action.

And honestly, the things that im asking for is not

very hard to accomplish.

Things are actually very simple,

but u choose to make it complicated.

Never mind. it doesnt matter anymore.

at least u let me experienced the love

i thought i could never have. Thanks.

U were someone very important to me,

i dunno how long i will take to get over u seriously.

its gonna be harder than my past r/s.

i wanna hear your voice,

i wanna see u so bad,

that i cant even go to sleep without thinking about u.

i pray everyday, and hope things would be fine,

i guess everything was just wishful thinking

Good luck to u,

and Take care..............................





MY LOVE........................ MY BABY................




Fate brought us together, but destiny do us apart......

a video of what happened when u have friends like us ! haha.

warning : never ever cut ur hair before u go for ur enlistment.

if not u will see the devil side of ur friends. MUAHAHAHA !!

Daniel Liew Yong hwee !!

i say i will post ur stupid botak pics and here it is !

haha. Its already been almost 2 weeks since he went in.

hope things are really going fine

hope his superiors don aim him lah ! =x

And don worry bro, u still can cut ah yang's hair !! hahahaha.



Finally first book out for him. Shiok right.

sorry i din go fetch u.

but i promise u i will be there on ur next bookout. =)

intended to go clubbing, but weather wasnt good

so stay at his place play mahjong.........

and pls hor !!! ur next book out NO MORE MAHJONG !!!!

we should go out have fun and u must get dead drunk.

standard army guys. LOL !

his head very round very nice ! =)

get ready for ur long waited haircut !


these are the results of what we have done to his hair ! HAHA !

everyone got theirs hands on it ! and honestly, IT LOOKS LIKE SHIT !!

nice hole in the middle. lol.


ur hair lidat can twist somemore. LOL.

well, we sure had fun that day.

everyone having a gathering for him.

chomp pang after that but no pics ah sorry.

there were about 15 of us over there

noisiest and loudest group. lol.