everyones gotta move on in live.
thats what keeps us growing and
leaning from mistakes and past
experiences.
looking back at what i was back
then and now, is what keeps me
going forward.
million thanks to friends and buddies :)
without them probably everything would
have been terrible.
but friends do come and go
and i do miss those that have gone.
those that were so dearly close yet
out of sudden they just vanish.
do any of them bear grudges of my
past mistakes? perhaps they do.
any stupidity cause im here now
to apologise. not cuz i feel guilty.
is i think i owe u guys one.

now moving on to my career and studies.
i'll be doing what i have always wanted to,
and i think lifes gonna be happier this way.
my loves always there, supporting me.
a million thanks never gonna be enough
to show my appreciation and love for her :)
looking towards wonderful days ahead with her.
thanks and i love u so much my baby!

i feel so remorseful,
feel like such a lowlife,
and the lousiest bf ever!
why cant i just do the
most basic thing a guy should?
cuz im just tired?
thats the lousiest excuse ever!
i feel so regretful of
what i did this morning.
besides apologising i know
that whatever i do,
i cant make it up to baby.
i can only say how much she
mean to me and how much i
love her.
but i don think thats gonna
help or change anything
that i have done. sigh~~

from now on, i swear to myself
i will become a better man,
be the right kinda bf for her.
im getting a job soon and i
will work hard. i will do
anything in my power to make
sure that our r/s is on the
right track. she make me feel
i can do anything.
she supported me along the way
and for her i wanna prove myelf.
i know i can do it. cuz my love
for her is just so deep that
words cant even explain.

i hope u will forgive me baby :(:(:(:(

HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY TO WITH MY BABY JEANNIE! :D


i can only say that this month has been one hell of a roller coaster ride for me and baby. sorry for my hot temper and sensitive-ness. i know i havent been the best bf u had so far, perhaps even the worst. hurhur. but i promise you that once we settle down, things will be much better. and thank u my love for enduring all the hardships with me. thanks for accepting my everything, and thanks for doing so much for me. i know that coming down to jurong is so GOD-DAMN-FAR for u. haha. i really appreciate for all u have done. and i will do my best for u too. and lastly, thanks for showering me with all ur love that no one has ever shown me before. we still have a long and tough journey ahead of us and we will definitely go through it together. I LOVE YOU MY BABY~~ :)

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL~~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI ZHEN~~!


some overdue pics. i simply love my baby sweetheart!!

now super shagged... ytd slept at 3 am den 5.30 have to wake up cuz need to go work. its just a 2 days job replacement cuz terence say that thy are short-handed. so go help out loh. earn some money before CNY also. but its shagged out i tell u! only 2 hrs of sleep and i have to work for 11 hrs! so early morning went down to tanah merah interchange to meet up with daniel and wei zhen. the trip was boring and long. and the morning crowd in the train can suffocate u to death man! but in the end i manage to reach there on time :)

nothing much to do at work. its a warehouse for ROBINSONS and MARKS AND SPENCER. we just go there help to unpack their clothes and stuff and just hang them up. it was bored though, cuz we keep doing the same thing over and over again. but working with them was nonetheless fun :). we super good at eating snake! people smoke break 10 mins we can slack for 30! hahaha~!! almost fell asleep during the whole time at work..... actually we can go off at 5.30pm, but i requested to work OT till 7.30pm loh. i wan money bo bian. after that straight away go home eat dinner den its bed time!

ok its CNY eve today, but still gotta go work half day till 3pm, i don mind as long as can earn money liao. tonight eating dinner with just my dad cuz my uncle is in hospital so my relatives cant come over to my house for reunion dinner. dunno izzit good or bad, cuz i dun really wanna see my relatives. ok i gotta go prepare for work now. ciaoz~~~~~~~~~~

these few days out with daniel and leon to shop for their CNY clothes. and i have to say see them buying so many stuffs makes me so tempted.... =( but too bad. thy are the ones that have the money. hurhur~~
but of course i did saw things that i like and planning to buy already. too many can!
so i will just put them in my wishlist instead. probably will get them after CNY? or after i start working to save up.

WISHLIST:
1)LV leather wallet($595)
2)ARMANI JEANS buckle belt($265)
3)ARMANI JEANS T-shirt($235)
4)PORTER ahoulder bag($300+)
5)PUMA brown and golden canvas(dunno pricing yet)
6)converse ragged canvas($139)
7)FRED PARRY polo T($149)
8)FOSSIL metallic black watch($153)
9)AGNES B dog tags($95)
10)TOPMAN jerseys($16 each)
11)BLACK LABELS t shirts(ranging from $32.90 to $69.90)
12)REVOLTAGE teal colored T shirt($49.90)
13)MORE SKINNY JEANS BUT ALWAYS CANT FIND THE ONES I LIKE!!
14)NEW URBAN MALE black and red havanas($49.90)

ok i know its too many and the pricings are almost out of my range. thats why i will start saving up. don blame me for having such a long list cuz i REALLY HAVE TOO LIMITED AMOUNT OF CLOTHES! my wardrobe needs my attention!

So in Love with U~~~~

back again, but i will just blog about what happened these 2 days. the rest of it just kinda having a hard time with the memory thing.
these 2 days really sux for me and my baby miss NEO. cuz quarrel wad... whats the worst thing a couple can have? heard some uncanning rumors about my baby from pple that are too immature to think for anything but themselves. think thats gonna spoil us? HELL NO!! it will just bond us together even tighter then before. baby was so pissed off when she was accused of such things and got realllllyyyyy MADDDDD........ Im sorry baby for having any doubts in you. let those hypocritical assholes say what thy want, but sooner or later i will get back at ya. hope a dog fucking poop on u while its taking a walk. or just maybe someone will push u down the mrt track and run u over. baby and i will go through anything together. BABY, I LOVE YOU~~~

no one can be trusted nowadays, absolutely NO ONE!!! i have so fucking many FAKERS around me. pple trying to act thy are being helpful and friendly but u never how many knives are thy holding behind their backs. that is i have decided to clear myself of those pple. i will still stick to those i can trust, though there is one thing i will definitely have to do to avoid those DAMN MOTHERFUCKERS...... STOP CLUBBING!!! YES NO MORE CLUBBING FOR ME.. unless its with my buddies and my love. (:

ok im out, gotta go meet my darling baby now. GOSH, i miss her so much.. ciaoz~